Then that's what I want. Something that isn't a negative, but a positive.
Longing implies there's something we won't achieve. That it's a negative state of being, never to be resolved, something desperate and awful. And that isn't true. I don't long for you, because I know that in a month or so I'll have you.
I look best in greens and reds, in my opinion, but I've a yellow dress I've yet to use much this summer. Whether I look good in it is up for debate; it's certainly not on for me to praise myself.
It's a bit old-fashioned. Sleeves that go down to my elbows, the hemline reaches my knees, and a V-neckline. It's one piece, but built to look as though it's folded over itself. There's a matching length of cloth that acts as a false belt.
Because I want to have something to look forward to, when all this is over. An image in my head to think of, when next I'm down there contending with whoever knows what.
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I assume, in any case. Perhaps not.
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If it's all the same in the end, I think I'd like to start with yours instead.
1/3
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So why not a camellia?
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I can manage a pink camellia, I think. As a substitute for the impossible.
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Are you going to tell me the meaning of a pink camellia?
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A white one, given to a man, is thought to bring him good luck. I'm not sure why it's only to a man, though — that's simply the context.
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And is there a flower meaning "anticipation"?
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Longing implies there's something we won't achieve. That it's a negative state of being, never to be resolved, something desperate and awful. And that isn't true. I don't long for you, because I know that in a month or so I'll have you.
Give me something to anticipate.
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I expect it's a flattering color on you, but without a concrete basis for it, I don't want to offend you with my empty flattery, either.
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I don't mean a picture. I mean describe it for me, as best you can.
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Any particular reason why?
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Because I want to have something to look forward to, when all this is over. An image in my head to think of, when next I'm down there contending with whoever knows what.
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And when this is all over, we can go dancing, you and I. Any kind you like.
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Shall I teach you how to dance formally? You'll have to teach me the opposite.
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And I will.
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1/?
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i'm still not done
one more tag after this
and now i'm done
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